Monday, September 7, 2009

Love From The Heart

Do you know how to love a person ? Am i qualified enough to ask this question. The answer is "NO". Im still in the process of learning this.

Too many problems came into my life recently, i kept on telling myself to stay strong and be positive. Yeah... I really stay strong and faced it one by one. Throughout this process, i learnt how to love people around me, show my love to them more.

My mummy.... someone that i love her so much in my heart, my dad really hurt her so much and keep on creating problem to her, to the family. I blame myself for not with her all the time, i know she really need me..... I am sorry mummy.... i love you. Recently i communicate more with her (SMS or Phone call) and this could indirectly cheer her life. I will try my very best to take her out from Penang.

My dad.... someone very stubborn, he will never change himself.... i can't forgive him, i tell myself to forgive him, but he keep on asking money from us. I want to give him a lesson, I cant tolerate with all these. He is very selfish person, never think for me and mummy. He make my mum so struggle and my mum really sad. What can i do ? God, please help him... becoz i still love him

My Porkie.... we have gone through a real tough period, it sounds very difficult but i hope you can get over this. Trust me, it's going to be great soon. Just put some faith and you will see the sunshine every morning.

My grandma.... i will never let you be alone, Nobody are allowed to leave you like that. Sorry for not visit you that often. Let me work out something for you, mummy and porkie.

My kaima.... i know you really sayang me. Same do I. Sometimes i do talk something hurt you indirectly, no hard feeling please. You support me so much throughout this period.

My didi.... Pray pray pray... you non stop praying for me. Don't worry, im going to be great!

My buddies.... really appreciate everything that you guys did for me. Thanks for the concern and i know how to appreciate it. Especially Alicia, million apologies for throwing tantrum on you the other day. You are the Best.

Give yourself a short moment to feel the "LOVE" from people around you. 5 minutes would be enough for every night and it really works on me.

Learn to be a person that receive loves and give loves......

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