First time i am writting in english. It's because i feel like so empty now, my brain can't function well, my heart still swinging somewhere, my body feel like floating. It's really hard to define it.... it's real complicated. From the iccident happened this evening (4 times for this year), I got to announce that I am super bad luck! Talk to my mum again on family matter just now, i am going to collapse if it continue to be like that. Shall I believe that this can be over soon ? My own health, wealth and safetiness, my family disaster from 2008 that haven't get over so far, my mum's health problem, then come to my work pressure.
To be frank, there were many changes of my life in 2009... i doubt i could stay strong like years before. Good things in 2009 are i got a group of my friends who really helpful & sincere... christine kaima, alicia dear, rita. At the same time, I also knew a person that really love me and care for me.
I wish all my friends can bless me in such a difficult moment. You all need to help me get over this. Please.................. God, let me go, don't torturing me anymore, i don't have the strength to continue my life.
Again, i am empty at this moment. Can i get over this ? I will give myself a long break, to adjust my life ..... 10 days would be more than enough to adjust everything. Can you stay with me? Can you continue support me? Can you come near to me?
God, i know everything are in your plan. Can you promise me this could be the end? I need your strengh... your power... your love..... don leave me nowhere.
(Please don't get shocked when you read this post. Your support is very much appreciated)
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Good Luck to you... And get well soon ^^
ReplyDeletetake k always^^